From "Living" To "Being"
I think my life has peaked. This is as good as it gets. I've nothing more to look forward to; aside from the occasional moments of joy interspersed between bouts of cynicism; and I'm learning to be okay with that. I have fewer ambitions, fewer fears (though they tend to consume my mind more often), but I have a stable job, a roof over my head, and enough free time to play my bass guitar.
From the looks of things, I don't see the world getting any better any time soon. This really does feel as good as it can get, for now at least. Sure, I don't do much these days, and my social circle is gradually becoming more of a jagged polygon, but at least I can make time for myself and share the occasional thought or two on this blog. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I'm starting to care a little less about βlivingβ, and more about βbeingβ. Does that make sense? I dunno...
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